Saturday, December 10, 2011

i was still here...

today i wrote a letter
 i've wanted to write for 25 years
and then each year yet
more n more
until ...
all of my fears
were zapped,
by urgency,
like the confidence he sapped
out of me,
year after sneer after jeer.

and the big me
even after all that...
put it all in a spell check box

asked if i were sure
anything more
something in store

and pressed send.
it was half an hour ago

no regrets
nothing yet
in shock
doors will knock
it'll all kick off

but i was still here....

i rock.