today i wrote a letter
i've wanted to write for 25 years
and then each year yet
more n more
until ...
all of my fears
were zapped,
by urgency,
like the confidence he sapped
out of me,
year after sneer after jeer.
and the big me
even after all that...
put it all in a spell check box
asked if i were sure
anything more
something in store
and pressed send.
it was half an hour ago
no regrets
nothing yet
inbox
in shock
doors will knock
it'll all kick off
but i was still here....
i rock.
