secret

i have a big secret... i don't want to keep it but i must... i am a good actor...  i have had to be... to protect myself... it's been the toughest part i have had to play in all my years of performing... i lead a double life... i truly lead a life, and a completely different one... and this is true... if i told you the reality you would probably not believe me... i don't understand why it is this way, i don't understand why the job was given to me... if only you knew... if only you knew...i will never tell a soul... i can't... i am bound not to... it is not easy at all... it is terribly hard... if only you knew